Well, I'm gonna have to stay up late to do it but I am going to finish all the crochet gifts in time. Good thing I don't have to have them under a tree tonight, lol. I'd have had them done in time for even that if I hadn't let myself get complacent about it. Something to keep working on, I guess.
2025 was a rough year for me in terms of public fandom participation and output. I usually do something at least several times a year and feel more of a sense of connection to it than I have this year. I've still done a few things, but nothing seems to have "stuck" in the way that I would like it to.
However, toward the end of the year, I started to feel more actively connected to my fandoms. Started to have a little more internal continuity, which I've complained about the lack of throughout the year.
This year has been a lot of adjustment and change, even though most of it has been good for me.
Anyway, I just went through
fandomcalendar and picked out any and everything that's current that I even might be interested or equipped to do. There are a few things I skipped either because of parameters, dates, or fandoms I'm not in, but here's what I found:
However, toward the end of the year, I started to feel more actively connected to my fandoms. Started to have a little more internal continuity, which I've complained about the lack of throughout the year.
This year has been a lot of adjustment and change, even though most of it has been good for me.
Anyway, I just went through
- Mood Theme in a Year at
moodthemeinayear. I'm not as visual as I am interested in writing and sound, but sometimes I take a notion, and this requires less independent creativity from me, so I might give it a shot if I take a notion. - Be a Goldfish - A Multifandom Multimedia Microbang at
beagoldfish. 
- Comment Bingo Round 8 at
comment_bingo. This round is open until the end of March. Challenging oneself to go around leaving comments on others' works. I could use some guidance with how to go about participating in fandom in the reader direction as well. I comment on almost everything I read, but I get choice paralysis or am bad at searching and don't read as much as I could.
candyheartsex - Candy Hearts Exchange - "Candy Hearts is a multifandom gift exchange with a low minimum and a focus on relationships, both platonic and romantic/sexual." - Nominations are still open for a couple of days, which is one thing that draws me to this! - Info on how to Sign up for a 'Fannish 50 in 50' loose blogging challenge.
- Traumatic Experiences Exchange at
traumaticexperiences is a 1k minimum exchange focused on characters' traumatic experiences. All fandoms allowed except RPF. Nominations starting on the 30th.
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As I wrote the last time I was foolish enough to do this, "I have, provisionally at least, *finished* my song translation... and have no intention of doing any more for the foreseeable future" :-D
( A narrative ballad )Original lyrics: https://meddiator.ru/rasskaz-podvypivshego-bombardira.html
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Happy holidays to everyone!
I spent part of my day tagging along with my spouse while they got tattoos. Coincidentally, I've been eyeing the work by another artist at the same shop, so I decided to make an appointment with them for early January while we were there. I technically shouldn't be spending that much money, but I think it's okay to treat myself for once. January is also my birthday month, and the tattoo is something I've wanted for a while. It will be Free! (anime) related, because that series is near and dear to my heart.
While I was waiting for my partner, I ended up finishing Volume 5 of the No.6 novel series. I've been slowly working my way through all of them, and every time I get back to it, I feel my love for No.6 (and specifically, Nezushi) being reignited. Reading the novels just offers so much more insight to the characters and their relationships with each other. Being able to see Shion's inner thoughts about Nezumi and vice versa has been making me feel deranged.
( Short Vol.5 ramble... )
Anyway, at our house, we won't be doing much in terms of celebration other than eating really, but I hope everyone is able to enjoy their holiday :)
I spent part of my day tagging along with my spouse while they got tattoos. Coincidentally, I've been eyeing the work by another artist at the same shop, so I decided to make an appointment with them for early January while we were there. I technically shouldn't be spending that much money, but I think it's okay to treat myself for once. January is also my birthday month, and the tattoo is something I've wanted for a while. It will be Free! (anime) related, because that series is near and dear to my heart.
While I was waiting for my partner, I ended up finishing Volume 5 of the No.6 novel series. I've been slowly working my way through all of them, and every time I get back to it, I feel my love for No.6 (and specifically, Nezushi) being reignited. Reading the novels just offers so much more insight to the characters and their relationships with each other. Being able to see Shion's inner thoughts about Nezumi and vice versa has been making me feel deranged.
( Short Vol.5 ramble... )
Anyway, at our house, we won't be doing much in terms of celebration other than eating really, but I hope everyone is able to enjoy their holiday :)
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Title: Embers
Fandom: BtVS
Author:
Characters: Angel, Buffy.
Rating: PG
Written For: Challenge 481: Glow at
Spoilers/Setting: Shortly after Helpless.
Summary: The fire is dying down, but Angel can’t bring himself to move.
Disclaimer: I don’t own BtVS, or the characters.
A/N: Double drabble.
( Embers... )
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Title: Bold Choice
Fandom: FAKE
Author:
Characters: Ryo, OFC.
Rating: PG
Setting: After the manga.
Summary: Sometimes you just have to go with what you’ve got.
Written Using: The tw100 prompt ‘Tie’.
Disclaimer: I don’t own FAKE, or the characters. They belong to the wonderful Sanami Matoh.
A/N: Double drabble.
( Bold Choice... )
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Title: Dreary
Author:
Characters: Ianto, Jack.
Rating: PG
Written For: Challenge 897: Beach, at
Spoilers: Nada.
Summary: Not all alien planets are picturesque.
Disclaimer: I don’t own Torchwood, or the characters.
A/N: Double drabble. Set in my Ghost of a Chance ‘Verse.
( Dreary... )
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happy holidays!
i just realized i never wrapped any of my parents' gifts, or my brother's. welp.
anyway, i hope your day goes well. if you don't have anyone to celebrate with - even if they live in the same house - i'll be here for you. 🫂
i just realized i never wrapped any of my parents' gifts, or my brother's. welp.
anyway, i hope your day goes well. if you don't have anyone to celebrate with - even if they live in the same house - i'll be here for you. 🫂
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8 more hours before Yuletide reveals, but since it comes out late at night, for me it's "one more sleep til Yuletide". I'm gonna have to make it an extra sleepy one, because last night I was up until 3 AM for no clear reason. Which means that I barely scratched out 6 hours of sleep. After a morning errand that was kind of draining, that means that even with an extra dose of caffeine in me, I doubt I'll be doing any writing today.
It's okay. Yesterday was a good writing day (finally working on chapter 2 of Project Ghoul, after extensive edits on chapter 1). I'm also quite pleased with my Yuletide fic, which I will link to in January, after reveals. I'd hoped to maybe write treats or at least drabbles, but realized eventually that it wasn't in the cards for this years.
Of course, as soon as Yuletide is done and dusted, it's time to switch seamlessly into Purimgifts mode. But I'm pretty busy with unrelated stuff, so I probably won't get into nomming or finalizing my sign-up for a bit. Even though I have approximately a billion new fandoms, due to reading quite prolifically this year (compared to previous years).
All in all, other than the sleep deprivation, I'm doing quite well on a personal level.
It's okay. Yesterday was a good writing day (finally working on chapter 2 of Project Ghoul, after extensive edits on chapter 1). I'm also quite pleased with my Yuletide fic, which I will link to in January, after reveals. I'd hoped to maybe write treats or at least drabbles, but realized eventually that it wasn't in the cards for this years.
Of course, as soon as Yuletide is done and dusted, it's time to switch seamlessly into Purimgifts mode. But I'm pretty busy with unrelated stuff, so I probably won't get into nomming or finalizing my sign-up for a bit. Even though I have approximately a billion new fandoms, due to reading quite prolifically this year (compared to previous years).
All in all, other than the sleep deprivation, I'm doing quite well on a personal level.
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It's hard for me to figure out how to even start this post, because I was just presented with this picture:

...and I didn't really ask any more questions before reading the manga. Bonus impact for stumbling on it in Japanese because the "kept pet" implied in the verb is delicious, and obviously plays with the K-9/"police dog" title.
Anyway, meet Oboro on the left - he's great - and Ren on the right - she's great. The art is beautiful, and everyone is very pretty.
This seems pretty simplistic at first glance, but that slowly changes as we drill deeper into the worldbuilding and learn the nuances of these abilities and how they manifest. The implications are deeply fucked up, with often devastating consequences that I'm totally here for as my heart gets shattered again and again.


TOGETHER THEY FIGHT CRIME! More specifically, crime related to sin users. But they also get their asses kicked and handed over to them quite a bit, haha.
( A bit more on the story and on them )
I'm going to cross-post this in a couple of places soon, in the meantime I'm all ears for feedback/typos/suggestions!! I already failed at making this short though orz

...and I didn't really ask any more questions before reading the manga. Bonus impact for stumbling on it in Japanese because the "kept pet" implied in the verb is delicious, and obviously plays with the K-9/"police dog" title.
Anyway, meet Oboro on the left - he's great - and Ren on the right - she's great. The art is beautiful, and everyone is very pretty.
About the world
Some people have special abilities, most of which are not well understood. Only one thing is known for sure: these abilities manifest after someone commits a crime. For example, the criminal from the first chapter is an arsonist and can control/become fire. (Somewhat unrelated, but this is pretty fun coming in from the BNHA world because it's like a universe in which only bad guys get a quirk.) Here, these abilities are called "sins," haha. In the Japanese, it's simply the kanji for crime with "sin" written in katakana beside it.This seems pretty simplistic at first glance, but that slowly changes as we drill deeper into the worldbuilding and learn the nuances of these abilities and how they manifest. The implications are deeply fucked up, with often devastating consequences that I'm totally here for as my heart gets shattered again and again.
The story premise
Our plucky detective Ren is selected to join Division 9, a newly created division that pairs a detective with a sin user in order to fight fire with fire -- what could possibly go wrong?! I love her. She kicks so much ass.
So, who's our main cast?
( Short character profiles )
TOGETHER THEY FIGHT CRIME! More specifically, crime related to sin users. But they also get their asses kicked and handed over to them quite a bit, haha.
( A bit more on the story and on them )
Where to read? How many chapters are out?
( 37 chapters, 3 volumes. You, too, could catch up in a reasonable amount of time! 🫵 )I'm going to cross-post this in a couple of places soon, in the meantime I'm all ears for feedback/typos/suggestions!! I already failed at making this short though orz
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7th December: https://www.deviantart.com/brenorenz/journal/Church-notes-7th-December-2025-1272544084
14th December: https://www.deviantart.com/brenorenz/journal/Church-notes-14th-December-2025-1275100010
21st December: https://fardell24.dreamwidth.org/971290.html
24th December: https://www.deviantart.com/brenorenz/journal/Church-notes-Christmas-Eve-2025-1278867618
14th December: https://www.deviantart.com/brenorenz/journal/Church-notes-14th-December-2025-1275100010
21st December: https://fardell24.dreamwidth.org/971290.html
24th December: https://www.deviantart.com/brenorenz/journal/Church-notes-Christmas-Eve-2025-1278867618
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Christmas Eve
John 3:16
Isaiah 9:6, 7
John 8:12
Jesus was already great
John 1:1 - 5
The Word
Everything was created through Jesus
Circumstances
Mary wasn't yet married to Joseph
Joseph intended to deal with the situation quietly
But God intervened
Roman Census
Long journey to Bethlehem
Shepherds were considered the most common of people. But God sent angels to them anyway.
They were changed by the experience.
The Magi
Brought expensive gifts despite the possibility of bandits.
Herod
God warned Josepth and they fled to Egypt.
John 16:33
Jesus wants to be in our hearts and minds.
John 3:16
Isaiah 9:6, 7
John 8:12
Jesus was already great
John 1:1 - 5
The Word
Everything was created through Jesus
Circumstances
Mary wasn't yet married to Joseph
Joseph intended to deal with the situation quietly
But God intervened
Roman Census
Long journey to Bethlehem
Shepherds were considered the most common of people. But God sent angels to them anyway.
They were changed by the experience.
The Magi
Brought expensive gifts despite the possibility of bandits.
Herod
God warned Josepth and they fled to Egypt.
John 16:33
Jesus wants to be in our hearts and minds.
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I've eaten a lot of sweets already since my holiday started. I tried a viral porridge at the Christmas market (it had miso fudge, cranberries, cardamom, and apples, super yummy!). I also went to a Korean style cafe i previously visited for Enhypen anniversary event. This time i got a carrot cake latte and a matcha cookie. I baked pistachio cookies which turned out great even though i haven't baked in 5 years! I also started a tea collection again, got some jasmine peach tea and chai.
For the first time I'm celebrating in my own way instead of just being nostalgic about the family Christmas of childhood. I'm making my own traditions. I donated to Doctors Without Borders helping the humanitarian crisis in DRC.
Wishing everyone peace, love, and joy this holiday season 💖
( more kpop christmas songs )
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I think I'm starting to get it out of my system. Maybe. Not at all eyeing the manga volumes for a reread. This will be fine. I'm fine. We're cool.
Oversight | K-9 | Fujimaru Jin/Hizuki Ren/Kagari Yukito/Oboro Yuushirou | 1.4k words | rated T
Summary: Ren has never questioned where Oboro lives, until now.
Read it on Dreamwidth or AO3.
Oversight | K-9 | Fujimaru Jin/Hizuki Ren/Kagari Yukito/Oboro Yuushirou | 1.4k words | rated T
Summary: Ren has never questioned where Oboro lives, until now.
Read it on Dreamwidth or AO3.
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An alternate version of Brittany Taylor is in over her head when Mr. O'Neill assigns his Language Arts Class to make videos.
Part 1
fanfiction.net: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/14533648/1/
Archive Of Our Own: https://archiveofourown.org/works/76309716/chapters/199716361
Part 1
fanfiction.net: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/14533648/1/
Archive Of Our Own: https://archiveofourown.org/works/76309716/chapters/199716361
